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CLXXXV: Feverish Symptoms by headbanger1369, literature

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CLXXXV: Feverish Symptoms

a fever of the stench of death, 500 degree's as your mind fries on the drugs, stench of weakness prevails and your hypocrisy is fulfilled, desire of hope you are nothing more then the ignorant fool, follow the mortal being that says he's the messiah who will take you to heaven, convincing yourselves your victims of insanity, the devil has possessed you and turned you over to lunacy, falling in the downward cycle of hell as the demons have hatched eggs in your mind, fucking ignorant race you are a victim of nothing more then life, I smell the long lived desire of hope in their brains, sniff the pathetic hopeless souls as they slowly

CLXXXIV: Decapitated Faith by headbanger1369, literature

CLXXXIV: Empty Lives by headbanger1369, literature

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CLXXXIV: Empty Lives

Children cry as the poison leaks out there eyes, fading happiness blends in with the day, lullaby's sang but the pain is still felt, shifting souls as the phases of misery progress, the silence broken by the screams of the little girl who cuts her wrist, dreams with the rhythm of pain as the child is woken up by the smell of the blood on it's pillow, isolated as the darkness is slowly seen within the eyes, hollow soul left with no emotion and love, the sunshine only beats down to burn the girls flesh, the heart slowly start to die as the child carves the poem of death on the Nun, prayers of hatred as the child's soul turns black wit

CLXXXIII: Contagious Hate by headbanger1369, literature

CLXXXII: Dissected Happiness by headbanger1369, literature

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CLXXXII: Dissected Happiness

grinding bones as flesh becomes pieces to the well course dessert, the fucked up society I live in where killing becomes alright, where forcing a little girl to suck your dick is acceptable, can you swallow my pathetic world? This trip that I seem to be on that's left me without a breath, orgasms of pain for the whore who enjoys the feeling, crucifixes becoming what the bitch masturbates with, my sick fucked up world I live in, the broken glass bottle becoming a friend as I slice my throat to end of my dream, I awake from the nightmare to find my reality full of miserable affections, what the fuck is the point of living life? The

CLXXXI: Masochistic Faults by headbanger1369, literature

CLXXX: Infected Lives by headbanger1369, literature

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CLXXX: Infected Lives

Poisoned minds while the sun slowly unfolds, darkness sets forth as the prostitutes take over the business world, promises soaked with blood as the contradictions lead to the future of mankind, liquid death drowns you in your sleep, addictions creep up from behind, like the virgin prostitute you fucked coming to kill you for taking her innocence, salty tears wept as your god says no more, a single movement and your choking on the messiahs fresh air, vomiting the mass lie of happiness, overcoming the rape of the lies that have shattered millions of souls, the world is coming to realization at last of the truth of this life of betraya

CLXXIX: Desperate World by headbanger1369, literature

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CLXXIX: Desperate World

a hole in your head from a gunshot, bleeding as you feel a dick entering your mind, screaming to god what the fuck have you done to deserve this immoral pain? Angels cuddle and molest the children, your god brainwashes your mind as he possesses your soul and feeds you evil, the demons fight off your mental issues and make you feel better, another mind fucking expierence that diseases the world, acid trips don't create me a great enough high, numb my mind so I can feel no pain, sterilize my wounds from my self dissection, I'm confused by this world of flaws, the razor becomes a friend as you say goodbye to the skin on your face, lo

CLXXVIII: Injected Insanity by headbanger1369, literature

CLXXVI: Driven To Hatred by headbanger1369, literature

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CLXXVI: Driven To Hatred

Another day where happiness is only conceived by ignorance, wallowing in disease and filth, to blind to realize what's around you, I live and breathe another day of suffering and I'm questioned upon my reasoning, judged by the realism that I've attained, you cut me down because I don't buy into your bullshit, I've surpassed your pathetic optimistic ignorant perceptions, risen and I'm defying this society that's causing so much pain, I've been driven to hatred for everything around me by all of you, my bitterness is the outcome of everything happening in the world, deceiving yourselves by saying the world has love and positivity comi

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I by headbanger1369, literature

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I

Seen but not heard, Following no damned trend, Following fucking nothing. I am just the controversial thing, That nobody excepts and Nobody likes. You have tormented me for so long. Portrayed yourself to be a friend, Portrayed yourself out to be someone to trust. Not giving a fuck about the trend, Being the one that matters, You tried. But you fucking lied, I hate you and your fucking lies. I hate you and Your fuckin life. I dont like anything about you, Why dont you just fucking die? Because you think I should rid of my life. Well i wish i could, But i'll stick around to torture you, Fucker, think you can overwhelm

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V by headbanger1369, literature

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V

suffering through and through life the pathetic excuse disolve into nothing my love becomes hate hating everything there is depression conquering overwhelming making me thirst for vengeance for those who have hurt me making me thirst to see those who have put me through this misery hated and frustrated dreams and hopes have become overrated alone in misery hating every fucking thing seeing nothing but apathy from everybody and wishing to die so i no longer have to deal with the lie that is my life suffering i'm hating everything suffering i'm thirsting for revenge on those who have caused my pain make them pay make them say

VI by headbanger1369, literature

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VI

trapped inside the sights and views of my lost and confused mind i wonder if i will ever see light wonder if i can escape the pain that never ending rains on me wish i could escape the depression that conquers me the darkness that overwhelms and takes control makes me no i'm all alone nobody to talk to nobody to confind in living a life all alone this is what i have to live with nobody to love only to hate the weaknesses become so clear and i just want to come out of the fear that i face so often perceived as an outkast i look at myself to be the realist i am the one who finds himself inside out i dont bother to copy someon

VII by headbanger1369, literature

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VII

you have looked down upon me cause i'm not a conformist looked down upon cause i'm not religious fuck it all i hate it all church is the lie the biggest fucking of them all putting thoughts into your head brainwashing you convincing you to believe what they said cults are all that exist anymore nothings true nothings real the churches out for money nothing more raping the mollestations are so common within the churches priests fucking children and getting away with it what kind of world has it come to when they can be in a church just to get to fuck little boys and get away with it damned it all the christians are fucking f

VIII by headbanger1369, literature

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VIII

IX by headbanger1369, literature

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IX

i have been the one chosen to suffer suffer from what doesnt go away hate the only thing i can relate to in this pathetic life subservient me standing there and laughing at everything he sees of me patheticness that conquers depression that rules, this life is one of fools everyone struggling to follow the trend follow the men who set forth before them stereo typing me because i dont find glee in anything i'm the pessimist and the depressed looked down on for nothing at all always being chosen to take all the falls perceived as the fallen fool everyone wanting me to be the one drowning in the pool happy memories nonexistant i

X by headbanger1369, literature

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X

wishing upon death i wish i could die and escape the humility die and escape the lies and the stupid mother fuckers of this life grown to hate all love doesnt exist a blind excuse that leaves as fast as piss hating all of this shit i have to deal with vengeance is all i ever want misery is all i ever get hate is all i ever feel and nothing comes out of anything i have no friends i have nothing at all nothing but i refuse to crawl i refuse to bow down to your wims and worship you like a god i set my own path because i am no fraud set my own path fulfill my own wrath show you all who the fuck i am when my hate comes to play and i

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Guilt by DeathbyFire, literature

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Guilt

The pain that kisses your open sores, Sprung from my dried lips of destruction Travel down your body as you writhe in fear. The fire in my eyes burns your heart as you Scream in agony from atop a lonely precipice. There is no one there for you, you are alone. Barrels from my pointed fingers shoot Bullets full of poison at your head as you Run from me through a forest of dead lies. The trees hold faces of those you killed, Those you murdered, are you happy now? There is no one there for you, you are alone. For every time you sliced a new wound On a new, innocent body, I'll add two more. I'll hack away at your limbs until ther

Awaken -Revised- by DeathbyFire, literature

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Awaken -Revised-

Demonic figures with hollow faces Pose above my shrinking bed Wreathed in flame and ash, They dance by the fear in my eyes. Joyously causing me pain in my thoughts, Sending me images… BLOOD Pouring from my eyes as I scream in agony FIRE Rising above my writhing body to the heavens RAGE Echoing in their laughs of evil shattering my ears …Make it all stop… GUSHING BLOOD I can't stop it, it's coming too fast to fathom OPEN WOUNDS That line every inch of my body, letting more crimson spill POURING SOULS Out onto the waiting floor, welcoming, embracing the life as I lose it …Why won't it go away? HELP ME SOMEONE Please pull

Once Upon a Dream by TormentedSorrows, literature

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Once Upon a Dream

Once upon a dream Love convinced me to believe being with you was necessary. Blinded, I followed along helplessly with a hand reaching out. Heartless human nature held responsibility for my sadness, I assumed the position to defend without a signal of strength. Freedom releases itself with each backhand that you give me, with my back against the wall, my eyes beg more while I plead no. Addicted to the pain like a drug too strong to resist, I refuse to refuse you, with adoration exceeding boundaries. I dreamt for a love that could prove itself pure. Enduring too much for no purpose I could find. Candy scented gasoline and a sugar co

Before I Walk Away by DeathbyFire, literature

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Before I Walk Away

I break your bones and hear That loud and echoing crack In my horrid, nightmarish dreams. …It satisfies my anger. I see your blood trickle down Your unforgiving body as you Hang limply from the branch of a tree. …I laugh at your defeat. I hear your last breath as it slowly Is released from your weak lungs Spilling from your mouth as smooth as blood. …I watch this with interest. Your eyes I examine as you sit there Idly in death, not forgiven for your sins You must wallow in them for I won't receive you. …And then I walk away.

Paranoia by DeathbyFire, literature

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Paranoia

I watched myself die slowly In a strange, deranged daydream. A mad man's smile, It haunts my thoughts. I see his glare piercing my mind, I feel his breath hot on my neck, I know he's looking, watching, waiting, He's always there, Inside my thoughts. I watched him hack my body To little bloody pieces. I've seen myself... Bleeding, and not being able to stop it. I've seen a lifeless heap of blood and flesh, Sprawled upon the floor. I've seen my face, Masking this body, It's there, Always there. Whenever I shut my eyes, I see only his face. His insane eyes, full of madness. His wicked smile, full of hatred, And yet, Full

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CLXXXI: Masochistic Faults by headbanger1369, literature

CLXXXI: Masochistic Faults

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Favourite genre of music: Pure Fucking Metal
Personal Quote: Judge not thee unless thee be judged. (maybe a line from the bible, but i go by it)

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Brave Heart, The Matrix Trilogy, Butterfly Effect.

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Acid Bath, Pink Floyd, Lamb of God, Shadows Fall, Arch Enemy, Pantera, the haunted.

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songwriter- carly(nolight) poets-Gina (soulburntdown77),dani (traptinmydespair), Amber (deathbyfire)

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headbanger1369

Jul 21, 2004

Cradle of filth are dumb

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here's where i will get some people telling me i'm stuipd and that they are the greatest band alive. This is a rather poitnless rant but i have a journal and so i might as well use it. Don't like my opinion, then follow these steps. 1. Write your complaint on a piece of paper. 2. Crumple it up. 3. Shove it clear up your ass. haha, cause i don't care. Now, onto my rant. I think they are one of the stupidest bands, ok they may have some talent in the guitar area and the music area but i mean i think they are one of the stupidest bands for what they are about. Clear ignorance is all they represent, i read a guitar world article with them saying

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headbanger1369

Jul 16, 2004

New group that you must join

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This is a promotion i guess haha, for my new group ~shadows-fall-fans (https://www.deviantart.com/shadows-fall-fans) anyone hwo likes the band i suggest you join cause i need members cause i have none. If you haven't heard them go to www.centurymedia.com and find there mp3 section and download them. cancerous-agony (https://www.deviantart.com/cancerous-agony) >> my other account on da that i submit some of the older songs i have written that haven't been submitted yet, this account has my new style of writing and that one has my old so yea. http://www.geocities.com/pathetic1369/Songs.html?1088470100556 >> my website other hten da that's still under construction, it has songs on it, well one that hasn't been submitted on

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headbanger1369

Jul 15, 2004

survey thing?

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stole from carly (nolight (https://www.deviantart.com/nolight)) go look at her work now, she is good. TOP 5 FAVORITE SINGERS: Theses arent in any order... [1] Randy Blythe (lamb of god) [2]Angela Gossow (arch enemy) [3] Phil Anselmo (pantera, superjoint ritual, down, etc) [4] +Ozzy+ (dir) [5] hmm, probably Brian Fair as well (shadows fall) TOP 5 FAVORITE SONGS: in no particular order [1] For your malice - lamb of god [2] Heart of Darkness - arch enemy [3] Welcome to the machine - Shadows fall (pink floyd cover) [4] Blue Haze - Jimi Hendrix [5] hmm, it's number 5 on when the kite string pops and it's acid bath TOP 5 PEOPLE YOU DESPISE: [1] Egotistical People

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Metal for life

Hi! Just stopping by to advertise the new club, O.O.B.F.A!

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Oct 30, 2004

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Aug 3, 2004

no, forget the one before this, this is now my new account haha

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Jul 24, 2004

I am ~headbanger1369 but this is my new accoutn, i can no longer get into the headbanger account cause someone changed my password and i can't change it back. Please watch my new account

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Jul 21, 2004

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